Miscarriage of Justice

By my third miscarriage I knew what to expect. I awoke late one night with a cramping sensation and I immediately knew what was happening.

I watched as my husband slept and couldn’t bring myself to wake him. Waking him would make this real. I fooled myself into thinking if I could just go back to sleep my mind and body would shut down and put an end to what was happening. I laid there in numb silence willing everything to stop. I stared at Peter’s face in the dark and thought of the secret that I was holding inside. I knew what waking him would bring. Let him have this just a little bit longer. The peacefulness of his sleep keeping the impending nightmare at bay.

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